There we were, a giant target for the imminent threat of Communist invaders which were sure to come. A giant Catholic school with attached gothic style church sure to be spotted by the invading Russians or Red Chinese. Identified by our propagandists as "Godless Governments" they were sure to see our Ecole St. Martin (St. Martins School) and think of it no differently than they would a munitions factory or power plant.
I'm not sure if we felt safer because of the nearby Pease Air base with it's 509th bomb wing. Maybe these days law or protocol covers such things so we don't hear jets breaking the sound barrier anymore. It seems they stopped doing that long before Pease closed as an Air Base. Back in the 50's it was common. I don't know if this was something done to make locals feel more secure but with those giant old windows at St. Martins School and at the Commercial School in particular we always questioned whether it was our guys or their's making that noise.
One day a jet flew over and we thought for sure those big windows would shatter. There was a long pause and we swallowed hard unsure if what we had just heard was a bomb. Sister Blanche Agness seized the opportunity and said: "Yes and someday boys and girls they will come." Gosh I remember thinking, I hope I get to see William Castle's 13 Ghosts at the Uptown Theatre in Dover before they do come.
Within four months of when the above picture was taken the U.S. and Russia were involved in the closest and most dangerous episode of the Cold War, the Cuban Missle Crisis. How many times during High School discussions did I make the point that Nuclear Weapons kept everybody safe. Wars were actually prevented because rational powers had destructive capabilities and that we could only hope that irrational powers would not get them in our lifetimes. I urge you all to see "The Fog of War," featuring then Secretary of Defense Robert McNamara. All rational people, Kruschev, Kennedy and Castro came as close as we've ever come to destroying the world. I can't help but reflect that we considered Kennedy and his cabinet the "best and the brightest." McNamara was considered the best of the best and the brightest......yet there we were involved in THE most insane shenanigans in the history of the World. Sure we had to do what we had to do but we wouldn't have had to do it if we hadn't tried to invade Cuba and attempted to kill Fidel Castro. I suppose he (McNamara) was the best of the brightest since he had the good sense to publicize in his old age via the Fog of War, lessons learned by the watershed warrior of our time.
During these cold war years I kept waiting for a Communist to come through our classroom door intent on throwing the room's crucifix on the floor, replacing it with a picture of Kruschev. I pictured the intruder would be an Al Capone look alike only with stuble on his face and machine gun and machete at his side.
SPECIAL NOTE: in the photo above we apparently had just returned or were about to go to our eighth grade graduation rehersal and photo session. Note the caps and tassels on the desk to the lower left. Two special nuns were not featured in the class photo......Sister Ste. William and Sister Ste. Joseph De L'Esperance. They taught English and French subjects respectively to us as eigth graders. Our class was also fortunate enough to have had Sister Ste Joseph in the sixth grade. Though she spoke not one word of English, I consider her the finest teacher I ever had. These were two fine nuns (many were not so fine) who should have been included. Instead we flanked Monisgnor Hector Benoit with whom we had few dealings and certainly no bonding.
Every week we would get a Catholic Publication called "Our Little Messenger." The overriding message from that Little Messenger was If we don't say the rosary every night Communism will come. I can't help but wonder knowing what we know now if Mary (The Virgin Mary who allegedly told all this to the three children of Fatima) didn't mean McCathyism. The real heavy anti-communist message came in a monthly Catholic comic book called "The Treasure Chest." Kruschev and Chairman Mao these publications told us headed these terrible communist countries because their Fathers beat them as kids. I remember in one issue there was a step by step illustration showing what the Communists would do when they came. It showed these two Charles Bronson looking guys in fatigues blowing up the Washington Monument. Next on their schedule was to break up every American Family. The kids would go to Commie Camp for their indocrination and the parents would go to Adult Commie Camp.
Whatever was going to happen we were told was likely in a letter given to the three children the Virgin Mary appeared to in Fatima Portugal in 1917. She allegedly told the kids to get that letter, dictated by Mary herself, to the Pope and tell him not to open it until 1960. I remember watching the sun set on December 31st 1959 thinking it was going to be the last sunset I saw.
1960 came and went and nothing. In the sixth grade Sister Saint Roland read us a newspaper account from somewhere that went nowhere except to say "The world awaits the content of a letter dictated by the Virgin Mary to three children at Fatima." The Vatican had no comment. Finally at a Conferternity of Christian Doctrine Class (Catechism Class) at St. Martins (for those of us who went to Somersworth High) the instructor told us the Vatican chose not to release the letters contents because it would cause "unnecessary panic." Wow....try that with Wall Street. The market I once read can take anything but uncertainty. After a while Communism ran out of gas except in Cuba, Laos, North Korea and Vietnam and I don't think it paralelled any surge in Rosary recital.
Finally Pope John Paul II released what was labeled the Fatima letters Parts 1 and 2. All contained prophecies of things that had already happened. It was a little like hearing the Lottery numbers after you find out who won. It was comforting to see this lack of credibility especially when I feared on December 31, 1959 never seeing another sunset. Then came the Internet and Google and the Fatima letter flooded the place. One apparently unauthorized release spoke of World War III starting in the spring of 1997. Another said it predicted the hostage crisis in Iran. Another predicted the rise of Sadaam Hussein. None predicted anything BEFORE it happened, only AFTER. Bring the subject up on Goggle now and you will discover it is brain surgery and rocket science at the same time. I found something on the Vaticans web site where Pope John Paul asked theologians to release the Fatima letter part 3 but with a theologians disclaimer. The disclaimer read: No great mystery is revealed, nor is the future unveiled. We see the Church of the martyrs of the century which has passed represented in a scene which is symbolic and not easy to decipher.
The Theologian's closed with "And so we come to the final question: What is the meaning of the "secret" of Fatima as a whole (in three parts)? What does it say to us? The events to which the third part of the "secret" of Fatima refers now seem part of the past. Insofar as individual events are described, they belong to the past. Those who expected exciting apocalyptic revelations about the end of the world or the future course of history are bound to be disappointed. Fatima does not satisfy our curiosity in this way, just as Christian faith in general canot be reduced to an object of mere curiosity. What remains was already evident when we began our reflections on the text of the "secret" : the exhortation to prayer as the path of "salvationfor souls" and. likewise, the summons to penance and conversion. The Theologians statement was signed by Joseph Cardinal Ratzinger/Prefect of the Congregation for the Doctrine of Faith." He's the Cardinal who became Pope Benedict XVI.
In my mind thus ended the cold war we all experienced in Somersworth. While organized religion brings comfort to many there are times when I've observed it is as I read somewhere.....the last refuge of human savagery.
NOTE! I was unable to make the following a click through link to the Vatican web page that has all of this in greater detail. Copy-pasting it to the URL slot on your Internet Browser should yield the page however.
http://www.vatican.va/roman_curia/congregations/ cfaith/documents/rc_con_cfaith_doc_20000626_message-fatima_en.html
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